interview.... urghhhh

im nervous.....

im really bad when it comes to an interview.....  

and..... my interview is around the corner... although i heard all these 'encouraging' words like 'dont worry, everyone will pass, as long as u can answer and can stand when they provoke u...' i-just-simply-dont-like-it!!

~sigh~

so, for this one last obstacle between me and my future life as a teacher, i must prepare myself (again) with all those infos that didn't even useful for my kids later except those that directly linked with them such as the learning theories, strategies etc etc...

~somehow i feel like im sitting for another exam... (>__<)~

{~wish me luck~}

sometimes even i can't believe...

today i went to a boutique to find an attire to wear for my interview... its weird when i tried on medium size, i found it become too big for me to wear.... 

i mean, it was like yesterday that i need to look for an extra-large size for myself.. and now, i can't wear anything more than small size.... 

perhaps because i didn't loose my weight drastically... but i rather took it slowly over the months....

and i love my looks now....

this was errr... u can see the year...

 

my frens birthday... i sort of speechless at this pic...

me last year.... huhu

errr.. i think i gain a little bit of weight... 

due to happiness i guess... huhu

im happy... thank God for my health now....

i love cats.... 

it was interesting to see some cats are intelligent in 'picking' their owner.... its not like we adopt them... instead, they allow us to share their life....

like this one here... she's a 'permanent resident' who lives under the care of at least 6 students every semester.... somehow she really knows how to win our heart... including me..

i found her sleeping beside the stairs and i can't stop this feeling of  just want to disturb her... huhuhu~

this is the reason WHY i cant stop myself... see her pose? soooo tempting... hahaha sounds like a psycho

p/s: i even 'kidnap' her few times into my room just to keep me company... well, of coz not without friskies or whiskers laa.. (^__^")
 

akhirnya.....

tau tak...

aku ni dh hampir 5 bulan tak mkn fast food...
ape yg aku mkn sejak aku balik ke kedah biasanya not-so-very-fast food...

walaupun ada fastfood kat jitra ni... tapi tekak ni gatai nk mkn yg satu jenis tu iaitu... McD
maka.. bile tekak ni teringin nk mkn McD tu, tak senang idup laa kan...
makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena, sumer ada...

sooooooooooooo

kebetulan laa ada member nk pi aloq staq tadi ni pasai nk cari buku... n mmg laa satu-satunye McD kat Kedah ni terletak kat Star Parade tu... ape lagi... mcm pelesit aku bersiap.... huhuhu

sampai2 jer... baru jer tgk logo McD kt luar tu dh terliur.... adoi laa kronik sungguh...

then ape lagiiiii....

~kuota tak cukup lagi ni..... tunggu waiter tu antor jap~

~aaaaa... lengkap dh menu... huhuhu tu dia~

bismillah....

ngap ngap ngap..

20 minit kendian....

~erk..alhamdulillah...~

huhu... sebbaik tak kempunan...

10 months in 1 blog....

giler aaa...

pejam celik pejam celik dh 10 bulan aku meninggalkan blog ni.... kalau tak sebab 'terserempak' dengan gojes tu yg nak mem'polo' blog aku, mmg alamatnye bukan takat berhabuk, abis bersawang blog ni kan.... silap2 password pun lupe terus wahkakaka...

aih

kan best kalau aku boleh update segala aktiviti yg aku buat dulu masa kat maktab ni...

tapi nk wat camane, satu benda yg pasti, masa first sem tu, bznye life kat sini mcm astaga.... mane taknye, segala teori teoran mak nenek moyang berbagai sumer ada... nyaris2 neves-brekdaun aku dibuatnye...

tapi alhamdulillah, mungkin sebab tu kot rezeki aku nk dpt KPLI ni bile dh tua camni kan... kire kematangan tu dh boleh handle laaa segala tekanan dan bebanan dan kekangan di sini... cewah masuk bakul jap... hehe tapi dalam istilah sedapnye, aku dok buat peneguhan kendiri positif ni....

n bile praktikum tu mmg best, first time jd cikgu sey.... berdepan dengan kerenah murid n bukan murid selama 3 bulan byk mengajar aku tuk teguh hati dan lebih komited dgn kerja...

skrg ni, final exam pun dh lepas, cuma dh mula bz tahap gaban balik sebabbbbb:

1) kursus khas tuk kitorg yg nk ke pedalaman - 23.5.2010 sampai 2.6.2010
2) aku kene interbiu tuk sahkan lantikan nanti - 3.6.2010
3) nak kene register tuk KISSM plak - punnnnn 3.6.2010
4) kursus KISSM - 3.6.2010 sampai 19.6.2010
5) exam KISSM - 19.6.2010 sampai kul 1.00 (harap2 takdek laa yg drag...)

lepas tuuuuuuuuuu................

insya Allah mama akn sampai dr kl dlm tgh hari tu jugak... hehe barang sumer dh pack siap dh ni..

ada rezeki pi langkawi, jenjln2 kt langkawi pastu antor amirul ke skolah dia.... rindu pulak dgn adik bongsuku itu....

pastu baru balik KL... bersiap sedia tuk tongkat dagu tunggu surat posting... hopefully takde laa lama sgt... kang ni berkarat laa plak skill2 yg dh diajar ni...

p/s: azamku.. nk aktif balik tulis ni... nk abadikan kenangan bila bergelar guru nanti...